I’m just frustrated. Frustrated because things that aren’t anyone’s business but mine and his still get talked about. Frustrated because people are fake and two faced. Frustrated because people can’t move on. Frustrated because I’ve actually done nothing wrong in this situation and yet you’re still running your mouth about me. But it’s hard because I know you’re just bitter. You’re just jealous of me. You want what I have. And, you’ll never get it. But if you’re so happy and you’ve moved on then why don’t you just shut your mouth. Keep my name out of it. Don’t talk about me. Don’t talk about me to other people. Stop subtweeting me and just let me be. I just want so badly to forget the entire situation. I wish I could erase my memories of that very short time span. Only a few short months of my life, but somehow impacted me as deeply as a few years could. It’s hard because I still feel those emotions so deeply. I so easily feel that pain, sadness, heartbroken feeling. I remember it so clearly because it was so evident, so prominent. And I hate that. I wish I could forget it, I wish I could bury it deep inside me. But I can’t. I’ll have to live with this for the rest of my life. But thankfully you will too. You may not be willing to admit how wrong what you did was now. But one day you will. One day it’ll hit you in the face. Or maybe one day someone will do the same thing to you, and you’ll wonder how I dealt with that. And maybe, just maybe, you’ll even feel a little bit guilty for renewing my pain constantly. For taking every little jab at me that you could. I feel like I move so far forward and then I see something or find out some information and I just get dragged right back. I just want to leave it in the past. To move on. To be happy. So I need you to leave me alone, leave me out of it. Let me go. Let me be.